2012 #1

it's been exactly 9 months 17 days since my last post..and i am back..i guess this time i will try my best to continue blogging. it has been a moody 9 months..many things had happened.. i'm already in my 2nd year of my course and i will be graduating in 3 years' time. how time flies eh? ^^

2011 ended in just a blink of an eye.. and 2012 is here.. it has been an emotional first half of the year for me, many things happened and i just realized i am not so good in handling my emotions.. been thru ups and downs in just 6 months' time..

 i guess this is life, had breakdowns that i never had before, thought of more things that i've never thought of..guess i have to stop thinking that much..had problems with friends, had problems with relationship, had problems with family, well, pretty much had problems with everything..well, except my relationship with God. Thank God for being my refuge and strength.

 I am a good listener , but when it comes to my own problems. sometimes i feel like i have no one that can understand me, i feel like no one is there for me. but Thank God for reminding me that i have my brothers and sisters in Christ that still cares for me. They know i am sometimes reluctant to share my issues/problems/feelings with other people but they still continue to ask how am i doing and still care for me.

through this time, i came to realize again that Men by themselves are very weak and fragile, but i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.. this is why God put brothers and sister in Christ around us. they accept us for whoever we are, they're always there for you no matter what..we might be offended sometimes by their harsh opinions, but they know what is best for you.. ^.^

 You guys will always be in my heart..love you all, and dun forget God too.. =)